Ester Lopes is a dancer and writer whose research focuses on the body, gender, race, and class relations. She is a Pilates instructor and art educator. Ester graduated in Contemporary Theater – Creative Processes (at FAINC) and in Dance and Body Consciousness (at USCS). Her musical specialization includes popular singing and percussion. She received training in Novos Brincantes with Flaira Ferro, Mateus Prado, and Antonio Meira at Brincante Institute in 2015 and 2016.

AWID began preparing this annual report just as the global pandemic began to unravel how we gather, organize and live our lives. It is impossible to review what we have done without COVID-19 tinting our assessment. 

Download the full 2019 Annual review

Co-Creating Feminist Realities is no longer just an AWID Forum theme - it is a rallying cry in response to a pandemic that has laid bare the failures of social, political and economic systems.

It is an urgently needed affirmation that there are other, more just ways of organizing our lives. During 2019 hundreds of groups shared their experiences and proposals for feminist realities with us, ranging from radical networks of community support in Latin America facilitating self-managed abortion, to practices of community-centered economies in Indonesia and community-centered food systems in India and the US, to a  re-imagination and new practice of harm-free rites of passage in Sierra Leone. These are the experiences that will chart a path forward for a “new normal”. 
Yet long histories of oppression and violence can make it difficult to imagine the possible. A key part of our work in 2019 was to spark these explorations through a toolkit AWID launched to support groups interested in unearthing the stories and aspirations that are the building blocks of feminist propositions.

While we focus on our proposals for a different world, we recognize the challenging context around us.

Through the Observatory on the Universality of Rights, Feminists for a Binding Treaty, Count Me In! and other alliances, AWID has continued to push back against unfettered corporate power and fascist and fundamentalist agendas that undermine women’s rights and gender justice. With dim prospects for transformative change through multilateral processes  and limited responsiveness from most states, we are redoubling our efforts  to ensure that feminist movements, in all their diversity, are resourced in ways that match the critical roles they play - supporting their communities, demanding rights and responding to crises. In 2019 we introduced feminist principles and approaches to ground-breaking funds like the Spotlight Initiative and the Equality Fund, and succeeded in leveraging resources through feminist reality seed grant funding from feminist funders.

As we look ahead, it is clear that the context is calling for a transformation of our organizing strategies:

• we are learning to navigate global advocacy confined to online channels,
• we grapple with the uncertainty of when and how we can convene in person, and
• we use the tools at our disposal to tighten connections across local to global spheres.

AWID is embarking on a new membership model that lowers barriers to access and emphasizes opportunities for engagement and cross-member connection. We will continue to experiment with different online tools and processes for building community. Cross-movement engagement will stay at the center of our work. AWID’s actions in solidarity with oppressed movements and identities, even and especially where these are marginalized in feminist movements, are important to drive change and support broad and inclusive movements for all.

Crisis is not new to feminist and social movements.

We are resilient, we adapt, and we show up for each other. And we have to keep doing better. Thank you to all who are part of the journey with us.

Download the full 2019 Annual review

Download the full 2019 Annual review

Le processus et la date limite de soumission sont exactement les mêmes. Merci d’utiliser le même formulaire, que l’activité proposée ait lieu en personne, en ligne ou un mélange des deux (format hybride).

وصلتني رسالة يوم الأربعاء
مصحوبة بعنوانٍ على ظهرها. 

الخامسة مساءً، اليوم

خطّ كتابة الدعوة –
متحفّظ وجاف – 
رأيته خمس مرّات في خمس سنوات. 

جسدي مُستنفَر، 
محموم. 

أحتاج لمضاجعة نفسي أوّلًا. 

المدُّ عالٍ الليلة 
وأنا 
أنتشي. 

أريدُ إبطاءَ كلَّ شيء، 
واستطعام الوقت والفراغ، 
أن أحفرهما 
في الذاكرة. 

*

لم آتِ أبدًا إلى هذا الجزء من البلدة. 
الأماكن المجهولة تثيرني،
[كذلك] الطريقة التي تقاوم بها الأشلاء والعروق والعظام 
الاضمحلال،
مصيرهم غامض. 
عند الباب أعيدُ التفكير. 
الرواق قاتم السواد
يجعلني أتوقّف. 

على الناحية الأخرى، 
مثل اللعنة، يُفتَح باب 
من الروائح والألوان 
على عَصْرٍ مُشمس. 

النسيم 
يجعل شعري يرقص، 
يثير فضوله، 
يدفعه للحركة. 

أسمعُ أزيزَ الكرسي المتحرّك، 
يشكّل الظلال. 
عندها أراهم: 
وجه فهد
وجسدٌ مثل جسدي 
وأجِدني راغبة بكليهما
مرّة أخرى. 

يقترب المخلوق منّي. 

إيماءاتهم تكتب جملة؛ 
كلّما اقتربت منهم، 
أتبيّن تفاصيلها: 

       ذبول، لحم، غِبطة

بأمر ٍمنهم، تزحف الكرمة 
التي تغطّي الرُواق 
مُعانقةً الصخور الدافئة
وتتسلّق الحائط كالأفعى.

لقد أصبح فعلًا، 
«أن تقفز»، 
أُعيدَ توجيهي عندما أشارت مخالبهم 
نحو سرير الكرم في المنتصف. 
أسمع العجلات خلفي، 
ثم أسمع ذلك الصوت. 
يُدوي 
بشكلٍ لا مثيل له. 
أجنحتهم الطويلة السوداء
ترتفع نحو السقف
ثم تندفع للأمام. 

عينا الهرّة تفحص كلّ تفصيلة، 
كلّ تغيّر، 
كلّ تَوق. 

هل يمكن أن تُذيب الرغبة عضلاتك؟ 

          هل يمكن أن تكون أحلى من أقوى المهدّئات؟

فهدٌ يخيط العالم، 
عبرَ اختلافاتنا، 
غازلًا الدانتيل حول ركبتيَّ. 

هل يمكن للرغبة أن تسحق تباعُد العالم، 
أن تكثّف الثواني؟ 

مازالوا يقتربون، 
تلتقي عين الفهد بعين الإنسان، 
تتنشّق الهواء، 
تُحوِّل الجسد إلى 
إلحاح. 

يخفقون بأجنحتهم للأسفل. 
هائجة، 
تلتفّ الكرمة حول خصري/ خسارتي. 

لسانهم يرقّق الوقت، 
تتبدّل الآراء، 
يُسكِّن، بسحرهم، 
ما يشتعل أسفل [السطح]. 

        أرى العالم فيك، والعالم مُنهَك. 

ثم يتوسّلون: 

        دعيني أقتات عليك.

From the rising right in many countries and the flurry of funding cuts hitting hard civil society of the Global Majority, to the ongoing genocide in Gaza, the intensification of violent conflicts in Sudan, and climate crisis in many parts of our planet, we are facing real forces of fascism and a world order of impunity. This makes our opportunities to come together and build solidarity particularly valuable and imperative for our survival as a global feminist community. Of course, in 2024, the 15th AWID International Forum finally happened, and what a powerful space it was. 

Download the full 2024 Annual review

As we look ahead, we build on the powerful calls to action made by feminists at the AWID Forum; Together we can build a world where justice, liberation and care are not aspirations but realities. 

Download the full 2024 Annual review

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